I am happy with one.

I am having issues. I don't want another child. 3 weeks ago I was trolling babystyles website looking at all the fun stuff for babies trying to plan when we are having another and since Owen's molars have thrown our house into survival mode I have come to my senses. Now before anyone gets their panties or britches in a knot relax, we will have another baby. I will want another at some point, that point is just a figurative time at the moment.

I feel like I should want one NOW though, I just love my time with Owen, I love our little games and snuggles, I am selfish and don't want to share that. More so I want to have that with #2 as well. I guess being a #2 I want #2 to feel loved and wanted as uniquely as Owen was.

So when?

Oh and I hate , hate , HATE ( got that?) being pregnant. I get fat, I get cramps in my legs, I pee when I laugh, cry or sneeze, and I get fat, really really fat.

ewww.